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30 September 2010 @ 03:04 am
Sooooo I'm totally crushing on Court's ex-boyfriend's roommate. His name is Kyle, he's 25, and a total jock. I don't like jocks usually...I don't know what's going on, but I like Kyle. He's super laid back and easy to talk to, funny, super duper cute, etc, etc. Lmao.

And then I made the mistake of telling Court that I might be crushing on him a little bit, and now it's her mission to hook us up. She told Aaron (her ex, and probably soon to be boyfriend again) that she thinks Kyle and I should hook up. I almost died of embarrassment. I seriously feel like I'm 16 again.

Oh my god. It's just weird cause I haven't actually liked someone like this in a really really long time. Probably not since Travis, and that was more than a year ago. And that didn't end well, so I'm so gun shy about boys now, it just never seems to work out for me.

Anyways, I dunno when I'll hang out with him again, as Court is back in Eau Claire now, and I only really hang out with Aaron when she's with me. Aaron and I are friends, but not super good friends where we would hang out just us. Lol. And I only see Kyle when I go to Aaron's apartment.

And oh, another thing, Kyle doesn't make me nervous like boys usually do. I feel calm and relaxed in his presence. Gotta be a good sign right? Ehhh? Lol.

I honestly don't really know why I'm posting this, probably more just to get it off my chest/vent my frustration with the fact that nothing's going to happen...AGAIN. *sigh*
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Current Music: Glee Cast - True Colors | Powered by Last.fm
15 July 2010 @ 10:02 pm
Wow...so my last entry was in April. And it wasn't even a real life update. Holy shit. Soooooo much has been happening since last April.

But the thing I really wanted to say is that...I'm happy. Like really happy with my life. And I haven't been that way for a few years. I never would have admitted it to myself at the time, but I was depressed, ever since Nick and I broke up 3 years ago. But a few months ago, I woke up one day, and I just felt better. All of sudden. I never really believed people when they said that one day you wake up and everything's ok again. But it's true, it happened to me.

I'm happy with school, I didn't end up failing any classes last semester, the lowest grade I got was a C, so I was stoked about that. I love the program I'm doing and I'm 100% sure this is what I want to do with my life. I'm even considering finishing the credits and getting my bachelor's at some point so I can apply to law school. But, that might be a few years down the track. Lol. But I love the law, I get it, my brain works that way, and I love feeling like I'm good at something again.

Work is good. I mean, I will never ever love retail, but I don't dread going to work everyday like I used to at Barnes and Noble. I for the most part like the people I work with, and I'm once again, good at my job. A few months ago I was "promoted" to working at guest services. There isn't a raise involved (sadly), but the managers only put the people they trust in "the box". Lol. And a lot of the managers were promoted up through working at guest services, and my friend Cassie, who's younger than me was just promoted to Customer Service Lead, which is the lowest rung of the managers. So I sort of feel like I'm being put on the promotion track within JoAnns. Which is a nice feeling.

And, I've finally got over my guy issues, and I'm being proactive in trying to meet my Mr. Right. I deserve to be loved and happy, and I really want that now. I want to be married by the time I'm 30, and I now think I will. I know someone's out there for me. So, I signed up on Eharmony. And I've been talking to this guy Garry, he's my age, and he seems nice. He wants the same things I do in the future, and that's refreshing, as I'll the guys I've dated have had Peter Pan syndrome and never want to grow up. Anyways, we're to the "texting" stage, the next stage will be working up the nerve to call one another, and then I assume the first meeting after that, but I don't want to rush anything. But he has potential. So I'm feeling excited/hopeful. :) It's nice to know not all guys my age aren't complete dropkicks. Lol. And oh, plus, he's not born in June!! Amazing, I know. Lmao.

So yeah, I just feel really happy and content with my life. I'm not freaking out about the future, I'm just trying to take it one day at a time with no stress. So far so good.
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23 March 2010 @ 11:24 am
I finally, FINALLY got around to finishing this video. I only started it back in November...bout time right? Lol.

Fandom: Legend of the Seeker
Pairing: Richard/Kahlan
Song: Pieces - Red

Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Parachute - She Is Love | Powered by Last.fm
05 March 2010 @ 11:14 pm
Because I have a good feeling about this show...and all of my good feelings on CW shows have paid off so far...

Come Join betwixt_cw, a new community for the new CW show.
Betwixt is a drama about three teenagers who learn of their true, "changeling" nature and their uncertain, intertwined destinies after attending a secret summer rave in the woods. Based on the best selling YA book by Tara Bray Smith. The script was written by Elizabeth Chandler (Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants) and is executive produced by Chandler, Paul Stupin, and Carol Barbee.
Current Music: Vanessa Carlton - Home | Powered by Last.fm
14 January 2010 @ 09:30 pm
New video. I finished it last night. Yay!

Fandom: Home and Away
Pairing: Romeo/Annie
Song: Come On - Green River Ordinance

12 January 2010 @ 01:31 am
I miss Jeremy and Vicki, my Vampire Diaries OTP. I miss them so much. Especially now after finishing my first fanvid for them. Editing those last few scenes was tough. *sniffle*

Um spoilers if you haven't seen up to episode 8 of Vampire Diaries. Lol.

Current Mood: distresseddistressed
08 January 2010 @ 05:15 pm
29 December 2009 @ 01:07 am
Wheeee. I'm a roll lately. I made a video last night, and finished one last night. :D

Fandom: Gossip Girl
Pairing: Nate Archibald/Jenny Humphrey/Chuck Bass
Song: According to You - Orianthi

Fandom: Neighbours (another Aussie soap)
Pairing: Declan Napier/Kate Ramsay
Song: Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
15 December 2009 @ 11:23 pm
Wooo! With the new spoilers, I got inspired again, and finally finished another chapter. Long time coming. oops.

TITLE: It's Never Really Over
FANDOM: Gossip Girl
PAIRING: Nate/Jenny
RATING: T - there's a few F-bombs
SPOILER: through season 2
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Gossip Girl, nor its characters.
SUMMARY: I'm bad at these, basically it's about the aftermath of the Snowflake Ball in 2x12, and how Jenny deals with what happened with Nate afterwards when she was MIA from the show in the later part of season 2. Now completely AU.

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Previous Chapters
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
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